why i love dian dian so much?

I love my baby dian dian so much because she Witness all important changes in my life and she always around me no matter what since i was 19.
Since i graduated from university decided take TOEFL test she sit by my feet while i study until 2am everyday.no matter how clod it was she always waiting me to go to bed together.I went to yun nan to take TOEFL test she didn't eat at home,guiyang.until i went back home from yunnan.we were nerious together to waiting for my score.and one day dian dian told me:"it was worth to Accompany you while you study in the past few months.you got good score and you passed it."i held her so tight and laughed together.i promised her i will love her forever!
When i went to chengdu take my student visa interview she showed me a sad face cos she didn't like i leave her again.but i told her i will be back soon.i took 5 times interview all failed cos visa officer didn't think i need learn more of accounting.i was so sad.to study more international accounting was my dream but i lost i cried everyday.and i held dian dian to talk to her.she understood all my mood she gave me kisses and around me all the time to make me happy again!then i got a good job in guiyang i begun to work everyday i leave house at 7am and go back home at 6 pm.dian dian had to stay hoome all day alone.everyday on my way home was my happinest time!and i know it's the same to dian dian.i thought about her all the time at office everyday and i was lucky to hold her sleep with me every night.(miss it!!!).while i work in guiyang my family goes to park every weekend of coursr we always take dian dian go with us and how amazing it was dian dian only listen to me and only follow me!even at home she only follow me .we never apart over 1 meter.i went to anywhere ith dian.besides somewhere i can not take her go but i missed her so much!she is adorable and sweet,smart,loyal girl!she is a good girl good daughter but i am not a good mom.i only cared about love since i met the guy who i love.so i followed him to move to america.the day i left my country i held dian dian told her mama will come back to pick you up i promised.but it took me almost 2 years to made it just now!(im glad i did finally).before i made it i was sad everyday,thought about her eyes when i left her thought about every detail we had in our life.many many things like that! i love dian dian so much because she Witness i worked hard on my carreer,i looked for my true love,and now she is watching me working hard for my future.i love dian dian so much because she is smart,beautiful,sweet,loyal and cute! she is also the bravest girl i have ever seen flew for 2 days for mama to come go on accompany mama!nothing and nobody can stop me loving my dian dian and i promised her i will love her spoil her all of my life.i will